no fun, is it

i don’t plan to frighten you
woth my long winded tales
of the fears of the future
and growing older

so take it with a grain of salt
not all that is predicted
will eventually come true
the rest is up to you

look back on your past mistakes
they will serve true
to the actions you take
going forward through

best not to linger
on unchangeable things that
end up keeping you awake
in the middle of the night

don’t let mornings be ruined
before they get a chance to start
don’t take my words too seriously
or keep them close too your heart

misperceptions of the past

can you look me up
on your fingers
i know you love
to hear my name
does my face
come to you in dreams
is my voice
hard to erase

you had been
too far gone
for so long
can you reconstruct
a memory of me
in your mind
to play along
without uncertainy

mishaps of the past
ruined the old bonds
severed by mistrust
will there be one
to change it all
fix these constructs
so you can come back
a better version of you

road trip (you)

if i wasnt flying
i guess i’d take the bus
if the sun wasn’t rising in the morning
you’d write the day off as a bust
but don’t get so frustrated
if you let every little thing win
you’d have so much trouble trying to begin
we’d get there eventually
all in due time my love
even if it took a few days
just another place to get out of
i’d be glad it was with you
all the time we’d spend together
i’d never have a bad day
even under gloomy weather
when we reach our destination
i hope we never forget
the journey it took to get here
as we sit and watch the sunset

hard setback

if the cut on your lip
bleeds onto the floor
do you still weep
blue to red
the change is the same
leaving you without
the sensation of pain
does it add up
in the long run
or does distance fall
shortly before losing
the point of it all
fortune favours you
the deafening voices
attend to your desires
in empty places
where do you hide
when there is nothing left
to conquer and divide
among the armies
throughout the age
take a step back
see what remains

silicon traits

i had myself checked out
wasn’t feeling too keen
made sure my wires weren’t crossed
all functions operating noramlly
didn’t make any sense
cause i kept getting told
i wasn’t being me
things have changed drastically
but my firmware has stayed
maybe i need to downgrade
and reduce my natural electricy
everytime you run into me
it’s search and destroy
i liked it better
when i was just a normal boy
but baby
i know it’s hard
to be
an enemy
to me
so if i self destruct
don’t take it personally