i’ll push it off
but it always catches up
trying to get me
to bring me down
time to cut it out
find a new rhythm
beating myself up
over nothing
if i could take you aside
gather what i need
tell you what i feared
you could finally see
shadows on the wall
of what once was
but their gone now
left as soon as the sun rises
better to be seen without
don’t need the attention
best before march
or the last initiation
never wanted it all
so i had a taste
don’t have a craving
just feel like it was a waste
maybe i’ll feel better
observing new frequencies
keep following the spectrum
of past interactions