we slept in your living room,
the night lights from outside kept us awake.
the smell of your toxic perfume
broke into my head, this was a mistake.
yet that’s how i first loved.
my heart was beating hard,
love like this shakes inside.
then i cut my vein,
blood-shot extruding love.
but what do i deserve.
another day,
another year.
when i go away,
it wont be from fear.
call it an escape from myself.
i’ll tell you the secrets of the times i got away.
i’m sure you’ve heard it all before.
do you have the time today?
though i doubt that you truly care anymore…