no matter how many connections you make, their bound to be broken and melted down in a few days
your name is missing letters
i just listened to your words when no one else would.
i kind of want to be closer to you then a series of 10 digits or less.
you cried when i lost my way. i just held you when you lost yours.
nothing will change between us. i dont know if i like that or not.
scenario
whether i ask her again
or just let myself sin
should i cut all of our ties
or just sever my skin from my bones
forgiving the past made
or corrupting the present squandered
i broke down and you were miles away, unknowing.
i’m still falling.
blue skies
we spent all our time watching the weather on tv,
instead of looking outside to see it pour.
honestly
the worst part is i knew all along.
i knew what would happen to me after i left.
the feeling started in my wrists.
it gradually made it to my palm.
then it crawl up to my fingertips.
it wasn’t a sharp pain.
more like a reminder what i was leaving.
i’ve gotten that feeling time and time again.
i’ve since just rolled my fingers.
occasionally cracking my knuckles.
before i reminisce.