cemented

most days
im sick to my stomach
most nights
i cant fall asleep
im still
mad about it
but you could say
im putting on a show
no ones pouring over
its just some
chemical imbalance
in my brain
if i go
on and on about it
forgive me
its just a phase
this funk
im in will soon
go away
ill be left
to my own devices
figuring out
the role you played
with my feet
stuck in cement 
leaving me
time to think
about it
ill see
how to live with it
until it goes away