don’t be scared
i’ve heard that things grow
from the embers of the past
not knowing
how they’ll turn out
is half the battle
i shared
all these thoughts
before the night fell
giving up
when nothing helped
make sense of it
regretting actions
that played a part
in recovery
making excuses
to justify the end
in my hands
remembering now
is more self involved
then it was before
beside myself
i’ll get better
if it costs me
everything