mountain

it’s the mountains you carry on your back
they crumble with every motion you make
they push down harder onto you
with every breath you exhale
every imprecise action
rendering a deafening response

to push it off and give up
would feel bittersweet immediately
but in the grand scheme of things
it would only result in failure
on anything you hold dear or close
for you to lose what you had already achieved

but those past actions led you here
to this weight you chose to carry
a natural progression for you
if anything you should be ready
to take on more and strive for greater
but it seems foolish and arrogant now

it’s true that the end is in sight
but the distance traveled tires all
your exhaustion is proof of your humanity
the obtuse ambition you live off of
can act as a gift or a curse in appearance
what you seek sometimes isn’t what is desired

just remember this when you take that load off
as the earth begins to rumble in victory
when the sweat from your hands drips down upon it
as you rise to full stature and admire your accomplishment
this is not the last mountain you shall carry
it is merely the one you previously held to the sky

the peaks in your life are made by you alone
carry on friend, there is much to be done
before the sun sets, and your final breath

fissure

keep it apart
i don’t want to let you go

forest fires
the smoke will catch up

not a cloud
has graced the sky for days

quarter rounds
to help pass the time at night

mistaken love
to haunt you in the waking hour

clearly free
lest the chance for opportunity

aspiring light
to always keep your soul warm

imaginary illness
in the surrounding towns

won’t ask you again
please just let me down

till the morning
i can’t be found

summer heat

there are always soft winds
that blow down from the escarpment
on the hottest day of summer
when your sweat beads
falling down the small of your back

it’s refreshing to feel them
caressing your arms
sending cool chills
throughout your body
reminding you of the coming cold

the autumn weather scares off the heat
ensuring those closet sweaters
earn their worth
with the cool days
turning to cold nights

enjoy them while you still can
these hot summer nights
that leave you soaked to the bone
let those cool breezes bring to mind
the oncoming freeze to end it all

dwindling stature

play it off like i know what’s good
hanging in and out of your neighbourhood
looking at me like a piece of meat
cut me up nice and neat
my own style on display
you can have me any way
i got this jacket for a steal
make you an offer, make you a deal
trade it up for some little kisses
you’ll come up short with awkward misses
hold you to your word on your lips
but you keep reaching for my hips
i don’t care about the nicknames
i’m not in it for misguided fame
pushed down under the level
made out to look like the devil
but my face keeps turning blood-red
sooner or later i’ll wake up dead
sticking around you is bad for my health
not to mention my disappearing wealth
make me bend to your desires
burning up houses with bed fires
soon you can catch me underground
it’ll be hard for me to be found

thawed disposition

i feel kinder beside you
like i misread the manual
to keep you in neutral
as i steal your heart

it’s not that i was different
years before i ran into you
just that my demeanour
was mostly held with glue

time was never on my side
to start off on the right foot
so i kept my composure
with a hidden grin

something changed inside
when i came across you
like ice melting in the sun
everything came in tune

your priceless smile
keeping me desiring
the last kiss from you
as the moon rises at night

so take my hand darling
whisper your secrets
in my ear always
to ease my fear

well if you keep running
those fingers of yours
through my curls
i’ll live another day

my days of weeping are over
now that you’ve been spending
every precious moment
alongside me